I've loved my child right from the start A feeling that’s filled my entire heart I went through the labour and suffered the pain For many long hours with nothing to gain I've spent sleepless nights being awake Though it's been a while my arms they still ache I've sat and I've wondered of how he would grow The love of my family that he'd come to know The sound of his voice as he learns to talk Watching his steps as he tries to walk I have a child that I really love so I am his mother yet nobody knows I spent all those months feeling him grow I've lived through it all and have nothing to show I don't get invited to chat with young mothers Because I don't have a baby like all of the others I've got some stretch marks that I'd like to hide But I don't have a pram with a baby inside The people I’ve known for so many years They now avoid me, which adds to my tears I don't know how long I'll be feeling like this But one thing I know my baby I miss When Mothers Day comes it will be very hard I won't have any flowers, not even a card And just because he's not here with me I still have a son I wish I could see But one thing I know and this is for sure I'll be his mother for evermore